"Tidak ada satupun yang mengerti bagaimana aku dan perasaan ku. Langit, bintang, burung bahkan mataharipun ku rasa merekapun tak akan pernah mengerti. Terkadang aku hanya ingin lari, dan pergi jauh. Terkadang aku hanya ingin bermimpi, dan tidak bangun lagi. Jangan pernah menangis, kata ibuku. "Walaupun aku tahu menangis bisa melegakan setengah hatimu, tapi tidak seluruhnya, Anakku." (-Ibu). Harusnya aku hadapi hidupku, hadapi diriku, terutama otakku. Karena aku tahu, musuh utamaku adalah diriku sendiri, bukan dia, dan bukan orang lain. Dan aku berjanji nanti, ketika aku kuat, aku tak akan berjalan, tapi aku akan berlari. Berlari cepat."

Go & follow.

The amazing moment in life.

1. coming home late, and going straight to bed
2. buying amazing clothes that you found on sale
3. holding hands & hugs
4. unexpected moments that become your favorite memories
5. talking on the phone until five in the morning
6. resting on someone chest
7. taking long showers that wash away your worries
8. feeling as though you finally belong somewhere
9. deciding what you want to do in your life
10. feeling satiesfied after a delicious meal
11. falling asleep instanly when you're upset
12. meeting people that happen to change your life
13. when you have a great night of sleep
14. drinking a cup of tea/hot milk
15. realizing, everything is going to be okay

i only feel beautiful when it's 3 am
and i'm thinking of your smile.

wearing a shirt;
the cool breeze from the open window
kisses my bear legs.

i look up
at the diamond sky
and i sigh as a wonder
if you're gazing upon the same sparkles
dreaming of me too.

Happy Half-Year, Love.

BEST NINETEEN EVER!

surprise! ♥♥♥


"make some wishes." :-)


this is "the journey of 19 nidya". thanks dear, for this birthday present. thank you for the surprise, the scrapbook, the video, also the song. love it! :-)


and thanks mates for surprising me! ;-) <3

click-here.

satu lagi.


makasih rio jerbat "parto" adhiguna, yang udah nyempet-nyempetin ikut surprisein aku padahal jadwal shooting di ovj padat.
(rio jerbat "parto" adhiguna bersama dua sinden kece).

goodnite!
;-)

When I'm with you, I need a “slow motion” mode but when I'm going home after the date, I need “rewind” button.